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Newfound joys of motherhood
The first big step for
baby...giant leap for Mom
Newfound joys of motherhood
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was on October the 10th 2001 that I saw Leo for the first
time, wrapped in a green hospital cloth…wailing his way into this
world. What a lovely little baby, I thought….and he’s all
mine….made from part me and part the other love of my life! Such
is the amazing power and grace of Nature! |
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The
initial few days with him at the hospital and then at home were like
a movie happening to me….so many new things to learn and master as
if I’ve been doing it all my life! Feeding him, changing nappies,
cleaning him after he’s done chi-chi (never thought I would be
able to do that for anyone!) I had always known that I wanted to be
a “great Mom” – whatever that is supposed to mean….but did
not know how I would accomplish it! From his conception, I had
viewed it like a project and being in software projects in my
professional life….thought it would not be too different a ball
game….little did I know what lay
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even my day to day activities are no longer in my hands….my sleep
and wake up times, eating times, even times when I can use the
bathroom…all are determined by this little angel
who has blessed my life! He has this uncanny knack of knowing
that Mom is now eating and it’s the best time to do his act….so
this little 2 month old always wants Mom’s attention at her meal
times even if he’s just been cleaned and dressed! After putting
him to sleep when I feel, now I can relax with a book on child care
and baby development….he starts crying as if to say – why read
up books and talk of theory…let me show you how it is in practice!
Phew! Life is tough….and being a first time Mom, doubly so! |
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After
3 months passed by with a lot of learning happening at both ends –
his and mine…it is time that life becomes blissful people
said…the baby will sleep through the night now….what people did
not probably know was…. my little baby does not want to waste a
single minute with his eyes shut…he has too many things to
accomplish already….so he does not even sleep during the day, let
alone the night! He’s practically up 24/7…keeping me amused with
his antics and new learnings….be it turning his head and following
me, reserving his sweetest smile and cutest laughter for Mom, crying
when the front door opens and then closes since he feels when the
door opens , he has to be taken out for a drive, and also crawling
and leaping forward to cover greater distances to reach objects at
one go! |
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he’s 7 and a half months old and still doing new things
everyday…learning the ways of this world and also teaching me an
important lesson in life…that kids learn most things on their
own…they just need a little cuddle and kiss from people around
them and they in turn will give you so much of love and care that
you will wonder….how did I ever live my life without him all these
years? |
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The
first big step for baby...giant leap for Mom
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19th
of August 2002 has been engraved in my memory. That’s the day my
little baby who is just 10 months old, took his first step unaided!
My ecstasy on seeing him take a step forward is indescribable. Maybe
my facial expression should have been captured instead of his first
step! The joy on my face was definitely more than that of his I
would like to claim!
As
he moved forward not sure of whether he will stand or fall, I
kneeled down making a protective fence using my arms without
touching him. I thought “This is the same little baby whom I
carried around in my arms always close to my bosom. Then I started
holding him up with his face peeking above my shoulder. Now he has
graduated to walking alone unaided!”
Along
with a sense of accomplishment, I also feel a sense of loss. He is
slowly becoming less dependent on me…soon will come the day when
he’ll say “Mom, off I go…see you!”
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